In Prozac We Trust

two weeks til I move
saw an old psych today
at the pharmacy :p

I think I'm slipping
but I have christmas ice cream
so all will be well?

mixed states are no fun
I am a social climbing
hooker from long island

no, that was not a haiku, really.

just got cleaned and dressed
new antidepressants please?
new york interview...

starbucks with arielle
oy, I am clearly forty
elio's for dessert!

my eyes burn: bonfire!
vermont with yiddish was fun
jew time once again.

hooton time was fun
sandwiches abounded, yay,
then dollard; so dumb

had to get my phone
dinner with elio is nice
I am still that woman.

well if I still had to fill out mood journals I would write "weird" as my entry right now.

tonight I didn't go to sleep
but I got a whole lot done.
half the translation I need to do for midnight tonight is finished, and two boxes are packed and ready for NY.

woohoo

1. Your Middle Name: Eve
2. Age: 18
3. Single or Taken: Single, thank god.
4. Favorite Movie: UM CARRIE. But no for realz, I really like Dangerous Liaisons with Glenn Close
5. Favorite Song or Album: Grow Up and Blow Away
6. Favorite Band/Artist: Metric. Am I allowed to answer Bach though?
7. Dirty or Clean: I am completely covered in STDs. No, really, what precisely is this question asking? At the moment my tank top is stained because I biked into a puddle and it splooshed on me...?
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: A tattoo soon I hope. No holes I wasn't born with.
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ? Um yes.
10. What's your philosophy on life? Il n'y a rien d'autre que la vie.
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? Both. AHAHAH.
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? No, probably not.
13. What is your favorite memory of us? When we sat awkwardly in the Starbucks on Monkland and discussed sex the summer we were...16?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure? AH! Those kosher cookies that are just white cookies with tons of little multicoloured sprinkles on them!
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: I am exceptionally good at walking in heels.
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they? My tattoo, to get to New York safely and sanely, and for you to fucking come back from Europe, you cheap hooker.
17. Can we get together and make a cake? PLEASE.
18. Which country is your spiritual home? France, probably
19. What is your big weakness? Gentlemen...
20. Do you think I'm a good person? I really do, actually.
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school? English and humanities. Definitely not gym.
22. Describe your accent: Canadian english, much more east-ish than west-ish, and with a touch of mispronunciation stemming from having grown up speaking French. I say tour-nament, not turn-ament, for example.
23. If you could change anything about me, would you? I would change the fact that you haven't asked me to see the new HP move with you into you asking me to see it with you.
24. What do you wear to sleep? A tank top and shorts, in the summer. In the winter, I wrap myself in walrus skin.
25. Trousers or skirts? Um pants, thank you?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol? If I had to choose, cigarettes.
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!) HAVE HUGE AMOUNTS OF CRAZY ACROBATIC LESBIAN SEX
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you? Clearly.

The point of posting these was for people to comment. I won't kill myself if it's constructive criticism, I promise. :)

( ratios )

( couple's counseling )

( beginnings )

( endings )

( recipe )

( the stuff of stories )

( how we are )

( white )

( blue )

( on stage things are different )

( on stage things are always the same )

( losing )

( winning )

( satisfaction )

( minor keys )

( a requiem mass in hate minor )

( revisions )

( variations )

( supplications )

( full circle )

I am bullshitting an assignment worth basically my entire gym mark at the moment, in the 5A computer labs.
Also, I can't feel anything. At all. It's a really interesting sensation, and I know it's better than feeling something for the moment.
Nothing is terribly real lately.

well my username is no longer accurate
and I think I am manic.

crap?

okay, so what now?

I am relatively sure that I need some help

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SHIT I GOT INTO FORDHAM. WHICH IS IN MANHATTAN. NEXT DOOR TO LINCOLN CENTER.

WOW.

I got into BU. I got a 60 000$ merit scholarship from a small liberal arts college in Pennsylvania. I'm still waiting on two letters from NYC and one from New Haven. And I'm pretty sure my antidepressants are slowly but surely pooping out, as they say in the psych community.

okay american universities.
hit me with it already?